chances after chances

yeahh its all been said and done,but even theres no solution to it and for me i still dont who to believe or what im doing even but i make my decision to give it another chance..i had many ideas of what to do with the situation which is actually all negative..but thanks to certain pple,they do believe in second chances so thats the exact same thing im doing now..so everything is well for me now,i guess?!

lets just see if these things happen again in the future..hopefully it wont!

nights pple! :)

-faizal

These few days hasnt been good for me..well its okay,im learning to cope with it so i'll handle it myself,i mean soon!! Been staying at home for this few days,didnt feel like going out..no matter what it doesnt feel any different cuz i got a psp to acompany me now!! hehehe!! I dont mind staying at home now..but i just want these feelngs to be gone and yes again and again i have said i hopefully everything will turn out okay!!

-faizal

Pondok people without a few!! :)

Okay chalet ytd was fun,fun!! Had many activities to do there..you can see different group doing different thing at the same time like,some were dotaing,shishaing,karaoke-ing,drinking,sleeping while the rest were just lepaking..hahahah!!! So as you can see,its like an all rounder chalet,what you want to do,you name it,you got it..cheyy!! While there doing some of the activities,i miss out cuz was talking to meijuan on the phone!!! :)) Its still as fun as smoking a ciggerette to myself..haha! But didnt miss out on the drinking though which i wont eloborate on it but i can say it was the biggest drinking group for me sia,there were like 23 pple drinking all together..wahhh shock untill my ball shrink seyy,cheyy!! The room was already like 2 can of sardine cramp into 1,can ahhh!! hahhahahh!! All i can say its all worth it la..really enjoyed myself!! :) Reach home at 12 today,more photos later!


Anywayz,im just confused right now and i need to clear my mind to certain people..at times im okay,at time im not thinking straight!! Why ahh?,Where ahh?,Who ahh?,What ahh?,How ahh?


K nvm bye! -faizal

truth of lies

finally the truth i always wanted to find out has been reveal
so now i really know what you are,how could you?!
and for sure im waiting for something to happen cause i knw what to do with you
afterall,the word i can say to you,THANKS!

*chalet later so wont be home tonight

-faizal

similar

omg i just had to blog this..just now i was watching this show on suria,the story like very sad la dey!! The title was Purnama or in english its full moon,in tamil its kradelite and in japanese its hai majide...hahahah!! (recognise the word??) Anywayz,it was fucking sad that i almost cried and shit in my pants...cheyy!!

Okay2,the story goes like this,lets make it short,sharp,sweet but yet a simple one..its a a girl and guy,who is bestfriends and since sec this guy was trying pop the question to be his girlfriend but everytime he want to do there always something spoiling the moment..like shes always busy,or the words just didnt come out!! After a few years they were all grown up and they were still very close then one day she had to go oversea,more specific AUSTRALIA!! hahahah,i was shocked la but hers was for 3 yrs only...the guy were so reluctant to see her go and try to be happy for her even hes not,soo like me sia..pretending!

Okay anywayz,lets skip to the part where she return..suprisingly,she got home safe but by then she got a a fiance alrdy sia!! So again everytime when she ask the guy to meet,he would feel so akward with another guy with them and try to put up a smile saying he is happy for her padahal in his heart,basketball i tried to woo her for soo many years,in the end i lose to some son of a gun..cheyy!!(relating to my situation before)

And one night,the guy told himself tonight is the night where he will let out all his true feelings towards his bestfriend no matter what..in the end he didnt get to meet her for one last time and tell her everything he wanted to tell,why? Cuz he met with an accident while he was on the way..how sad can it be right? They actually showed what gonna happen when he meet her before that but that was his imagination before he died!! Sial la so damn sad until my armpit menangis seyy!! hahahaha!! Btw in his imagination,he did tell his bestfriends how he felt towards her but at the end of the question that hes been dying to pop to her,he told her this..

Guy:I dont want the answer anymore,i just want you to knw..
Guy:We can never ever be bestfriend again so its goodbye forever..

Wahh,aft that tears start to roll down the back of my ears not my cheek sia!! Then the story end there...

Finally its a proper post from me..and to GOH MEIJUAN,skali the exact same thing happening when you return from oversea ahh but end up i die la..then its your turn to cry me a river!! Hahahaah,wth!

K nights pple! -faizal

hello good morning hello!! everyday i dont wish to wake up from my sleep,its not i want to be dead but everyday i wake up doing nothing so what else is there to do for me!! but these few days was just fine,i dont knw what i did ,its just fine!! And i hope theres something to look foward to these coming days,im tired of staying at home and the house is tired of me staying in it..hahhaha! So since im like force out of the house by the house itself planing to go out and not return until christmas!

Maybe i'll go explore my area when im out alone cuz i heard stories about tampines before,it say that there is an urban legend saying there is a last kungbush man living in the forest around here,where they only activate during the dark dark night,ouhh yeahh ciki-ciki yeahh!! During the night they would run around naked seaching for food with a fork and spoon in their hand,i dont knw how they kill their food but they manage to do so but how bloody stupid can they be when all they one is their bones but not to eat, why? cuz the bones can be use use in many ways,as a weapon,for stirring soup,for playing the game of dog and bone(which they also use real dead dogs) and most importantly when they are sexually deprieve,the bone can be use to blow,suck and own pleasure thing..hahahaaha!! okay when they do really sleep they will be hugging the cocnut tree and singing wake me up when september end..cheyy!! Thats the end of my untold legends which no body would have known or to the readers are these for real...hmmm?

go to this link if you dont believe me,scienctificraplegend.com!! its where i read it from...

coming unplan

so so it was our turn to celebrate val's birthday ytd,and those who were there namely,lester,beng,nicholas,nick,ihsan,acap and the one who arrive last of all,none other than the birthday girl hereself,valerie michelle,hahaha!! Nvm,lucky its your birthday..so yeah we name many places to go but end up at boat quay,i wont want to elaborate before that cuz i getting fed up of walking ard like a fool of the century..cheyy!! But again nvm,again its her birthday so i got to tahan...

So we settled in a place called,SAHARA..which lies in the heartland of boat quay where all the sexy arabian girl were flashing their thing outside the pub/bar..cheyy no la kidding!! :) Anywayz,yes ordered 4 jugs of drink and drank outr lungs out,the atmosphere was as quiet as a cemetry and scary like saw three..cheyy,wth!! soon lester had to go home due to some probs at home,then played intresting game with the drinks!! At 4 we left the place and everyone had cup noodles except,i was a loner by then!!blah blah blah..took cab home to val's blk and i reach home at 5.30 myself...

Moral of the story,if you come undone and unplan,might as well you come with an unorganise underwear worn by the undertaker,cheyy..okay lame!! BYE!

-faizal

orbs

okay why am i posting this photo,notice the circular thing ard,im not sure what it is but im pretty sure its orbs..i dont how to describe but i very well knw what it is..hahah!! its basically its just a light which containing a wierd object in it,roughly a cute mutant baby in it who just wanna have fun at night!! i knw how it feels to be alone in balloon like object without any entertainment in it,like a tv or radio or even a gameboy..cheyy!! so i turely understand,to all obrs out there if you are feeling bored do come by my house and we'll have fun together..hahahaah!! should have make a wish or what..you nvr knw if orbs like this can do wonders in your life!! Heheh!!

Anywayz,had a total laughter with izza and atiq ytd,well for atiq specially..had dnner at simpang then took alot of photos at some random rooftop garden and then to izza house..left for home at 11,jyeah!!! So photo later,im in a hurry to town to buy a christmas tree uz they are having a sale at wisma..buy 3 set of the tree and get one laptop free,im buying the christmas tree for nothing actually,i only want the laptop cuz i dont have one..hahaha!! K bye! :)

starting off new with

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE MICHELLE!! :))

Best wishes for you and have fun kay!! And thnxs for being soo awesome,you been a great friend! Love ya babe! :)

so anywayz yes i have start using blogspot again..i dont knw why but i just miss the changing of layout and everything the tagboard..hahahah!! Once in awhile you need some changes,its like you guys changing clothes everyday,without changes you will be a boring person who loves eating apple everyday cuz they think an apple a day keep the doctor away,thats not true cuz if the doctor is sexy for guys and handsome for girls they might end up throwing the apple away..hahahahah!! See for once im taking sense..okay its almost bright sky now and i havent get a wink yet so nights pple!! Enjoy my new and classic blog..

See you later alligator,culculator,peninsular,etc.. -faizal